| swimming... |
[28 Jun 2003|10:58pm] |
... in thoughts that circulate in my head.
I've been in contact with people from my past - people I thought I've lost, people I thought would have forgotten me.
And its good to hear these familiar voices.
But these thoughts - these thoughts - they can make a muckery of things.
Thoughts of what was and what could be - these non-real thoughts.
Imagination has its place... but maybe its place shouldn't involve real people and real world things.
Imagination like that... being too close to paranoia.
Oh these thoughts - these thoughts - they've made messes many a time before.
How to live a life where imagination and letting my mind go rambling and free is one of my sole talents - and banes. Solutions. I need solutions...
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| unknown |
[03 Jun 2003|09:31pm] |
One time, I was walking on a street unknown to me.
One time, I was headed to nowhere in particular.
This street was bright, it was lively. I liked this unknown street very much.
The air was busy with sounds of a city awakened.
It would have been a lovely home, had I been from this unknown street.
I smiled a stranger's smile.
I nodded a newcomer's nod.
Those pleasant, unknown people smiled and nodded back.
This unknown place, making me feel welcome.
This unknown home, doors open.
I could have stayed a long time, there.
And the pleasantries and shiny faces.
Always welcome, always eager with a smile.
This unknown place, always living with simple passions.
I could have stayed there, and never felt lost.
I would have claimed this place an artificial home.
A home away from home.
A home better than home.
This unknown place, always holding better things than the home I knew.
This unknown street - with better people than I've ever met.
This air - always sweeter than the air I knew.
This unknown place.
I could have stayed here.
Had I belonged.
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| worst possible version... |
[26 May 2003|10:17pm] |
someone said recently that they could be the worst possible version of themselves.
how strange.
and true.
sometimes.
because.
it does feel that way.
choices and choices.
we make and we don't.
and.
and.
and we are always left with
the option of looking behind at the things
we've done.
and.
and done enough times
with enough energy
we can make a case
to undermine every decision we've
ever made.
in which case.
convincing ourselves to stop looking
at the mirror telling us what's behind us
will help us look
at the road in front.
hopefully.
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| and changes |
[25 Jan 2003|11:27pm] |
and changes more.
~
A lot of people have left this past week - all in a rush and spontaneously.
My godfather (and his wife) left to go back home to the Philippines - and didn't give their kids and grandkids much notice. They are sad.
One coworker was let go on Wednesday, and another (the only one to work longer in the team than me - the one who taught me what I know) decided to leave for New York. Our four person team is reduced to two. I am sad.
My godchild and his little sister left with their mom last night - after a dispute of some sort with the mom and the dad (my cousin). I miss them both.
~
And things look lonely and things look grey.
~
A lesson I should never forget emerges - don't take any time for granted - time spent with those that matter to you especially so.
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| oh ye canada |
[17 Dec 2002|09:20pm] |
I spent Saturday in Vancouver - driving up from Seattle with my friend.
~
It was lovely and clean and very pretty.
~
Okay, I'll admit it - Vancouver was home to some of the most prettiest waitresses and cashiers I've ever seen in my whole life!
~
That was nice.
~
I also saw a Tim Horton's!
~
And I have Canadian coinage now!
~
And I had lunch at this place whose name I can't remember now but all the girls wear black - dress, skirts, pants.
Nice!
~
It was a very enjoyable day in a country I've never visited.
Hopefully I can visit again when the weather gets better!
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| bebop time |
[25 Nov 2002|10:56am] |
Hello.
Hi all.
Hope you all had a good weekend.
~
So. I found out about this thing at this place over by here.
It was cool!
.
.
.
Okay, okay, details it is then.
~
Apparently, the Metreon here in the City - (a multiplex theatre with fancy restaurants and game shops and book stores and the like) have this 'Action Theatre' which shows anime movies on the weekends for FREE!
Like all weekend. Like, for free.
~
I found this out from a person I met recently online. I thought she was kidding. But then she said the magic words to get me to go.. Cowboy Bebop.
Cowboy Bebop and all 26 episodes, over both days.
In a large screen room. With benches and bean bags and good sounds.
For free.
~
So I went, and I conquered. I sat for about 10 whole hours in that room over this weekend.
My butt didn't complain too much. I was too busy digging the whole amazing series again.
~
Happy happy joy joy.
Also, I realized just how many people visit the City.
Lots.
~
I also noticed that the City looks really burgundy in the twilight. Beats me as to why.
~
I also noticed a lot of people wearing blue tonight. Its a sign!
~
And finally...
Theory #8001:
Maybe, everything is the same. Maybe life is the same for everyone else. Because certainly, the moment is the same for everyone, but its how you see it that matters.
Case in point: you either see empty glass and go "aww, its empty" and put it down and feel sorry for its emptiness. Or you see the empty glass and go "its empty." and then fill it up with something.
Its the same moment, different eyes.
Its the same life, just see it
right.
End theory.
~
And have a good Thanksgiving, all!
... see you out there, Space Cowboys!
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| this island world |
[03 Nov 2002|10:19pm] |
i have just finished 'the little prince' by antoine de saint-exupery.
and it was brilliant.
it is a most wonderful childrens book.
it is a most wonderful piece of literature.
the lessons, oh the lessons it imparts.
'anything essential is invisible to they eyes.' and it is. it is.
what ever is important can't be seen with our eyes.
the things we 'tame', the things we devote our time, and energy to - the things we hold responsible. that is where we find what is important.
because like the little prince's rose, there are thousands and more just like it. just like people. what seperates your best friend from the stranger standing on the corner of the sidewalk?
nothing but the time, the energy, the effort you've put in ... shared with them.
things invisible to the eyes
~
I won't go through the whole... brilliance of this children's book with you.
i'm just sharing a piece of the story. i'm just sharing a wonderful tale.
.... 'one sees clearly only with the heart
~ there are stars to be laughed at in the sky, and roses to be smelled.
i'll be off, keeping an eye out for little princes, while enjoying the sunset.
thank you, thank you rhea
for sharing this with me.
you don't have to understand any of this.
just remember that
as we live on our own private little worlds
the effort to go and visit and share yourself with others
is as hard or easy as a planet away.
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| woohoo |
[16 Oct 2002|09:55am] |
I finally got my Meesh clock!
Here's it hanging on my wall:
This particular wall belongs here:
Nice nice.
This is me looking happy:
-
Find this and more awesome Meesh stuff here!
-Have a good day, all!
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| dear friend... |
[13 Oct 2002|10:22pm] |
Oh wow.
My weekend started on saturday.
I decided to go to the main library to return some books I had borrowed. As I was leaving the subway to head up to the library, this girl calls from behind and asks, "Do you know which exit goes to the Main Library?", looking at the books I was carrying.
I honestly say, "Um, no, not really, but I think this one is it.", pointing to the exit I was headed to.
She says, "I'm pretty sure its this one." She points to the other exit.
I say, "You may be right."
We walk up the steps, and sure enough, correctness was hers.
It was nice and we exchanged pleasantries. She even smiled big once.
Aha! Success - I had accomplished my big task of the day (Making someone smile.)
~
I entered the library a confident man.
I found some interesting science fiction books I wanted to read. But before leaving, I remembered to look for the book that was so far eluding me and my library tracking skills.
But lo and behold - I found it under Teen Fiction - "the perks of being a wallflower" by stephen chbosky.
I read the first chapter right then and there.
~
I decided to continue reading at Golden Gate park.
On the bus ride there, the girl sitting next to me saw the book and said how good it was. I said I'd read the first chapter and I agree on how good it was.
~
We both agreed this was a great book.
Before leaving the bus, she smiled real big at me too.
~
I was more than a sucessful person on Saturday - I was an overachiever!
At the park, the drumming people had moved closer to the playground (since the Jazz Festival was still in construction - gr to them).
And I saw some people dancing along with the drumming people (basically - a collection of people who have bongoes or any other beat-inducing instrument just congregate. and beat. and join in. and draw people.) and make some dance.
and there was this girl. who was lithe. and fluid. and barefoot. and she danced on the cement walkway. and she danced onto the grass by the trees. she danced in the open spaces, moving away from the people. she danced back.
and thing was - was that she was dancing for herself. with the music. not for the people.
it was so simple it was amazing.
~
i finished the book just now.
wow.
wow.
wow.
there are so many things about this book I could talk about. but i'm alone so that would be slightly weird. so i'm writing this, so I remember just how important it is to remember what I read about in the book.
and its that word - 'participate'.
and its that important lesson - the most important lesson i could ever learn - 'share you feelings and yourself with others. doing what you think would make the other person happy isn't loving them. being yourself when you are around them is loving them.'
and that if i do that - then maybe - then maybe
i could feel infinite too.
~
oh wow.
i learned so many important things.
also important lesson:
i should start now.
good night
be well
take care
and
celebrate
all.
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| my games! |
[07 Oct 2002|07:10pm] |
Aha!
I found my files of some games I've written.
Bad Libs!
- javascript fun (the third one might be the best - if you are short on time)!
and
Battleship
- a java applet game (wait for download and applet loading - a few seconds) and the instructions would help out if you are unfamiliar with the game.
Comments appreciated! :P
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| awww man |
[03 Oct 2002|06:26pm] |
i really need to find better entry materials.
in any case...
~
i just received the new sleater kinney album. since they are my most favorite band - i am clearly excited about listening to them in my drive to work tomorrow.
~
i'm listening to sparta right now. which came from the band 'at the drive-in'. which was another great band.
i am planning on visiting my friend in seattle in december. and maybe do stuff there and vancouver. finally - a new country for me to set foot in.
my plans of worldly travels and rumminations is sloooowly coming to fruition.
~
oh. and this is the filler (or meat) of the entry.
Enjoy the weekend all!
Celebrate yourself -
every day.
SEX SCIENCE FACTS
Did you know that you can tell from the skin whether a person is
sexually
active or not?
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women
make love
they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine
and skin
smooth.
2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering
dermatitis,
skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and
makes
your skin glow.
3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that
romantic
dinner.
4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and
tones up
just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming
20
laps, and you don't need special sneakers!
5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins
into
the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a
feeling
of well-being.
6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually
active
body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These
subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!
7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE
EFFECTIVE
THAN VALIUM.
8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages
saliva to
wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes
decay,
preventing plaque build-up.
9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release
the
tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.
10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural
antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.
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| this is what the bottom of the barrel looks like |
[24 Sep 2002|01:07pm] |
I have to resort to using emails I get for entries now.
For shame.
Hope everyone is well.
~
I think my plans for going to Seattle this winter are solidifying nicely. Muahahaha.
Now I just need to find ways to fit in some good traveling before then - you know, to keep me from going crazy here at work.
I am actually now thinking about drawing some comics.
Hopefully, soon, I hope to be actually go beyond the 'thinking' stage into the 'trying' and 'doing' stage.
~
Oh, and here goes the randomly funny facts.
DID YOU KNOW.....
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would
have
produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.
(Hardly seems worth it.)
If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough
gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.
(Now that's more like it!)
The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out
to the body to squirt blood 30 feet.
(O.M.G.!)
A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.
(In my next life, I want to be a pig.)
A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it
starves to death. (Creepy.)
(I'm still not over the pig.)
Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.
(Do not try this at home...... maybe at work.)
The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is
attached to
its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's
head off.
("Honey, I'm home. What the....?!")
The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a
human
jumping the length of a football field.
(30 minutes... lucky pig... can you imagine??)
The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds.
(What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?)
Some lions mate over 50 times a day.
(I still want to be a pig in my next life...quality over
quantity)
Butterflies taste with their feet.
(Something I always wanted to know.)
The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.
(Hmmmmmm........)
Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer
than left-handed people.
(If you're ambidextrous, do you split the difference?)
Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump.
(OK, so that would be a good thing....)
A cat's urine glows under a black light.
(I wonder who was paid to figure that out?)
An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
(I know some people like that.)
Starfish have no brains.
(I know some people like that too.)
Polar bears are left-handed.
(If they switch, they'll live a lot longer.)
Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex
for
pleasure.
(What about that pig??)
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| new face, same lame |
[05 Sep 2002|09:34pm] |
I've got a new icon. Woohoo!
I feel more livejournalist by the second.
Much thank you's for corie of http://corie.doublethinker.com for letting me use one of her images. She is a great artist! Buy a shirt!
~
I noticed that to make a friend (or even just reader) here - you must go first find a person that you'd like to know more, and then be really persistant about remembering this person's name (or hope they visit you).
Interesting. Its almost so much like real life that it is almost scary.
:-O!
~
I'm learning more and more. Yay for me.
Yay to all of you too!
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| more random me |
[01 Sep 2002|05:50pm] |
(from michellerocks)
1. Do you own any plaid clothing?: i do. a lot of button-down shirts. i like chess but not checkers. eh.
2. Do you own Converse shoes?: umm... nope.
3. Do you own Saucony shoes?: no
4. Do you own old school Nikes?: i did. they were red. no one liked them. i didn't have anything that matched with it.
5. Do you wear tight pants? only when i get fat ( like now :-( )
6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: no.
7. Do you know what a squatter flap is?: no. does it belong on overalls?
8. Do you own a messenger bag?: no. i kind of want to, now...
9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest?: no. this girl i knew did, though. she made it look hot.
10. Do you own braces?: nope
11. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth?: as a GI Joe trap?
12. Do you have short, shaggy hair?: short, but not shaggy.
13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches?: no
14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?: maybe. its shortness makes for its straightness. i might poke an eye if i'm not careful.
15. Do you think mohawks are "neat"?: they are neat.
16. Is your hair black or red?: its black. i'm glad i can take this survey. its rather constricting...
17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?: nope. yet... is this a girls survey...?
18. Do you own a bandana?: yes. wear it during paintball.
19. Do you wear plugs in your ears?: only in the presence of loud, close rock music.
20. Are you amused by safety pins?: not really. they are very functional. but not really amusing to me...
21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?: i've seen duct tape used as clothing material.
22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them?: no no
23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London?: no.
24. Do you enjoy leopard print?: not on me, but i don't mind it.
Habits/Beliefs
25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything)?: sometimes.
26. Are you an anarchist?: a little bit.
27. Does the American flag anger you?: when its everywhere to promote hatred for other countries, yes. (this is the third straight answer i used michelle's answers)
28. Are you "working class"?: um yes? (4th)
29. Do you dislike "preps"?: not because their preps. i only hate the annoying ones. (5th)
30. Do you dislike Hot Topic?: its really does belong in a mall. its mostly just buying a look. not really feeling it.
31. Do you smoke cigarettes?: no
32. Do you smoke cloves?: no
33. Are you a thin waif?: nope.
34. Are you vegan/vegetarian?: for about 2 years
35. Do you think meat is murder?: yes. but i still eat it.
36. Do your nighttime activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting?: no. occasionally legal aged drunked vomiting.
37. Have you ever slept in an alley or park?: nope
38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week?: no.
39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower?: probably.
40. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor?: was it the odor or just me?
41. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is?: yes
42. Do you like Mr. Kerouac?: i dont know as much as i should
43. Should Mumia Abu-jamal be freed from prison?: not enough applicable information on my part.
44. Are you a member of the Makeout Club?: nope.
45. Do you say "rad"?: a few years ago.
46. Do you say "rockin'"?: occasionally.
47. Do you say punk "rawk"?: maybe. when i feel like sounding different.
48. Do you shout the word "oi"?: i don't shout it... i say it normally.
49. Do you say "punk's not dead"?: nope
50. Do you say "punk is dead"?: no. i don't know enough about the state of punk's health to say.
Music
51. Do you like bands with "."?: i don't know.
52. Do you like bands with "theory" in their name?: umm... i don't know this either
53. Do you like bands with "the"?: yes.
54. Do you ever precede your own name with "the" at the beginning?: only my nicknames
55. Do you like bands with the F word in their name or album title?: i can't think of any
56. Do you think "Christian punk" is an oxymoron?: its just weird. where is Jewish heavy metal?
57. Are Blink 182 fans "posers"?: they just like laughing at the videos.
58. Do you have frequent debates over what exactly constitutes a sellout?: no. i would like to try though...
59. Have you ever brought the headlining band food?: no.
60. Do you have show flyers affixed to your walls?: nope.
::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
---Body---
1. What do you most like about your body?: the look on my face sometimes.
2. And least?: my stomach.
3. How many fillings do you have?: i have no idea.
4. Do you think you're good looking?: in a dark room, definitely yes.
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: often, not really. but i've heard it a few times.
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: nope.
-- Fashion --
1. Do you wear a watch?: no.
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: more than 3. a few for winter, a few for just wind.
3. Favorite pants/skirt color?: brown cargo pants
4. Most expensive item of clothing?: my parents got me a leather jacket for my last b-day.
5. What kind of shoes do you wear?: outdoor boots. cross-training shoes. work shoes.
6. Describe your style in one word: confounding.
-- Your Friends --
1. Do your friends 'know' you?: probably a piece of me.
2. What do they tend to be like?: different.
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: i'm funny when i'm crazy.
4. How many people do you tell everything to?: 2? 3?
-- Music/TV/Film/Books --
1. Favorite band ever?: sleater kinney.
2. Most listened to bands: sleater kinney. dave matthews. garbage.
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: yes.
4. Can you play an instrument?: i played the kazoo in grade school
5. Type of music most listened to?: riot grrl?
6. Type never listened to?: bag-pipe rock?
7. Favorite book?: hitchhikers guide to the galaxy.
-- Underwear --
1. Ladies, do you like to wear thongs?: um. its okay if they do.
4. What is the nicest colour for underwear?: black and grey is a good answer, michelle.
5. Do you find it uncomfortable without a bra?: no. i like it. :-P
6. Do you make it a habit of showing people your underwear?: not intentionally.
-- Religion --
1. Do you detest religion?: detest? no.
2. How do you think this universe was formed?: really spectacularly
3. If you currently follow a religion, do you think people who belong to another religion are ignorant?: nope. i think there are people in all religions that are (can be) ignorant.
4. If you were in a hostage situation, and you were given a choice, to either praise the demon they follow or die, what would you choose?: id praise whatever they say. i dont have to believe it. (another good answer michelle)
-- Homosexuality --
1. What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: i get reflexively jealous when i see any two people holding hands.
2. Do you detest homosexuality?: no
3. Do you agree or disagree with gay or lesbian couples bringing up children?: the only thing that matters is that the child have two loving parents, whether they are same-sex or opposite. (agreed with michelle and will)
-- General Questions --
1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment?: the happiest, most content man (or woman)
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: rainy
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: i guess.
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: i feel like there might have been something someone could have said to stop them. i don't know how rational a thought that is...
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: anxious (michelle's answer which was wills answer again )
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| about me |
[30 Aug 2002|02:03pm] |
thanx to michellerocks for this
1. What's on your bedside table?
my digital alarm clock and my computer.
2. What's the geekiest part of your music collection?
cirque de soliel and yanni
3. What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
water
4. What is your secret guaranteed weeping film?
i have a secret guaranteed song: Reba McIntyre's "She thinks his name was john". Not much of a secret anymore, though...
5. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
pogo-stick feet
6. Do you have a completely irrational fear?
talking to girls face to face for the first time.
7. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?
fingers start getting antsy.
8. Do you ever have to beg?
playfully?
9. Do you have too many love interests?
i have too many potential love interests
10. Do you know anyone famous?
my best friend is a film guy. he knows famous people.
11. Describe your bed?
never made. two to three blankets. one pillow.
12. Spontaneous or plan?
i like planning the important things (like vacations). but always appreciate a good spontaneous moment. always be prepared AND flexible.
13. Who should play you in a movie about your life?
Fry from Futurama.
14. Do you know how to play poker?
yup.
15. What do you carry with you at all times?
keys and wallet.
16. How do you drive?
with the music on.
17. What do you miss most about being little?
no worries. and all the free time in the world
18. Are you happy with your given name?
no. i want something original. like "Happenstance McDuck".
19. What color is your bedroom?
white.
20. What was the last song you were listening to?
Dave Matthews - "Spoon"
21. Have you ever been in a school play?
Only for classes.
22. Have you ever been in love?
once. :-(
23. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
sometimes.
24. Have you ever done any illegal drugs?
only X once.
25. Do you think you're cute?
i was cuter before. :-(
26. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
yup.
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| suntanned face |
[28 Aug 2002|08:43pm] |
i need to go to the beach
my face is tanner than the rest of my body
stupid sun
and stupid indoor working area
~
i can't believe how easily i found myself enjoying working in a litte cubicle.
well
not ...enjoying ...
but adapting to it
~
like its my own personal cube of space
but its not
really
i'm just renting it
and still
its just 3 walls
and a desk
~
i need an office on the roof
with an
umbrella
and
maybe a plastic-wrap-bubble thing
i can raise over my desk
if the winds pick up
that would be nice
~
i would get the sun
the fresh air
the wind
and the
tan
someone
- should invent this thing
and
sell it at
IKEA
:-) good day, night, and morning to you all
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| two tylenol and cup of water |
[27 Aug 2002|09:23am] |
i could have sworn tylenol had expiration dates.
*
the two pill packet i got from the box at work doesn't have any.
i'm hoping that my headache will dissolve under the mighty (possibly) expired medicine.
*
its always at season's change when i got colds and such.
always a late bloomer and late comer
... just when i get used to summer... it goes away.
*
welcome fall. be gentle.
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| end of the week |
[23 Aug 2002|08:04pm] |
Its the end of the week. I'm glad, I'm glad...
~
For the first time in my life I realize the staggering weight of adulthood.
(Well, except for perhaps having a child and a wife...)
~
The details and such as new to me: car payments? insurance? salesmen? negotiating? scheduling?
~
Life wasn't like this on the Muppet Babies.
~
Then again, there might be a reason why the Nanny didn't have a face.
The stress of nearly a dozen children probably gave her a face of a 200 year old woman.
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| monday |
[19 Aug 2002|09:24am] |
I really don't like being an adult.
Such is the life of forms and papers and imaginary legalities feigning importance.
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So this is why I've been why I've been trying to avoid it for so long...
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Getting car insurance is hellish. Everything is hellish.
Everyone is a salesman.
Everyone.
I don't want to be persuaded to buy anything.
There must be a better way to live than to be convincing people of untrue things.
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And to think I wanted to be a journalist growing up.
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[18 Aug 2002|07:00am] |
I got a car.
Nissan Altima.
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But man, I'm tired.
Buying expensive stuff is too much work.
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I'll start with simpler things again.
Like this journal...
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